March Music ♫

The only march madness I really care about, to be honest. This month, I ~discovered~ a significant amount of new music, thanks to a few resources: 1. I got into college (whoop-dee-doo) and was added to a Facebook group. After scrolling through numerous introductions from my future peers, I realized how freaking cool all of [...]

2018 & 2019

Dear 2018, I do not hate you. I think you sometimes hated me, but it's okay. If I were to be naive, I could sum up your 365 days into one angry word; but that would not be fair. Truth be told, you taught me more than I have ever learned in all my seventeen [...]

understand something

I need you to understand something: That love is not California weather. Love should not be cloudy for weeks and then, suddenly, unexpectedly sunny. Maybe for you, but not for me. Because I deserve consistency. I deserve to believe in simple things like a 3-letter sentence. I deserve more than what I accept. To receive [...]

Pretending

I learned at a young age that the world does not want to see your pain. So I hurt just the same, only hidden; behind closed doors, in broom closets, under sheets, in the pages of my guarded journals, and often in the arms of forgotten lovers. I felt everything, all of the weight of [...]

Heavy

I feel immensely heavy today. It is one of those days where the world’s true colors seem to shine through; only they aren’t colorful. They are messy and dark, they are shades of grays and often they are entirely black. I sympathize for this day. I want to pick it up and hold it while [...]

Boston

I have this thing for cities. I like my places to remind me of who I am, I guess. Neurotic, constantly working, never sleeping, and always on the go. Cramped, lonely but never alone. Bright and alive on the outside, mysterious and a diverse range of impossible emotion on the inside. When I visit New [...]